Thin fine line

There exists a thin fine line between having your own privacy, and being invaded.

And I believe I have been invaded. Thank you.

The reason why I took 3 years to put up a shout-out box was because i did not want scheming cowards to post undesirable comments in a bid to deny the whole existential oncept of integrity, and honor. Very unfortunately, girls from the school I am teaching in, severely lack HONOR, INTEGRITY, and RESPECT. How unfortunate.

I will not close my blog, I will not stop blogging.

The whole concept of this blog, I reiterate, was jsut a place for me to share with my other friends, my views, and my pictures, and my thoughts, and if i were to be frightened by such maliciousness and affrontry put up by mindless and absolutely inconsiderate and immature 13 year olds, I wouldn't consider myself a human being with rights of any sort.

So while I sort out my own spiritual issues in the next 3 days at a retreat, I don't expect to see anymore rubbish. Pending that I am removing my shout-out box and will probably be relocating my posts to wordpress.com.

If people are unable to respect another person's thoughts or privacy, and sorely lack the mental aptitudes to accept changes in society, and still resiliently stick to mental tigmas of self-reassurance and over indulge in egoistical pleasures of thinking that oneself is abolutely corret... then to hell with you. You don't deserve a place in modern society.

Why I like disturbing my neighbours.

Actually Jason says:
and
Actually Jason says:
what you want for your wedding huh?
CrAnKyMoNsTeR *jason liN--SSSHHHHHHH!!!!!* says:
help me beat someone up!!!
i bet u dunno that the 23rd is not my actual bdae anyway...
seriously..i dunno..cos i have nth in mind for now.
Actually Jason says:
i buy you a paper car.
Actually Jason says:
so you can burn for Mr Live In Lift Neighbour.
Actually Jason says:
then he won't pull your hair or creep up behind you.
CrAnKyMoNsTeR *jason liN--SSSHHHHHHH!!!!!* says:
JASON!!!!

Oh my.. why do I always do that... : D

I like smiley faces. I like that smiley face sticker thing that someone gave me.. and I made andrew give me his DHL diary because i fell utterly in love with the yellow smiley face stickers that came with it. hmm. sometimes i don't feel very normal.. and i wonder why.

Finding the devil in the angel.

I really don't understand this bureaucracy thing. Its hurting my brain. I am well aware of office politics/ classroom politics/ army politics etc. And of course, i play by their rules to avoid being quashed. But in church??? Its not politics. But its the red tape, and the you know.. things.. stuff that people say/do.. and it kinda doesn't really reflect what the bible says sometimes?

I mean.. somethings that happen are really oxymoronic.

How could you actually find the energy, time, and mental capacity to point out faults in a person when that person was concentrating everything he has to help someone else? I really don't understand.

I always thought that in church, which was the 'perfect' environment, you are supposed to do everything with love (ok.. outside church too) and everything you do/say should be with only the intention of love!

If there was love... shouldn't these peeps be concerned with like the well being of the person that requires help instead of saying that the person helping has erm.. problems?

weird isn't it??

I dunno.. but i really believe that everything we do/say especially in church (because it involves g-d's work) we must do with great care to emulte love, compassion, and humility.

I don't see any of the 3 gifts in what i heard today. sad.

so disappointing.