Amazing isn't it?

As I thought my Reading week would go blank.. I was wrong.

Served 4 masses in 2 days.
Had 3 dinners out.
1 movie.
1 day recollection.
1 day studying.

I'm going to Huddersfield today. soon. later. for the weekend. Till then.

I don't know what to say or what to do to make it seem as if I bother. or I care. Or whatever that means to me or you. Maybe i'm emotionally dyslexic. I can't feel what you feel, or read what you think. Maybe its just me.

Urgh.

see u in abit.

Living up to your own expectations.

Now that I am abit more sober. I come to reflect upon the night past.

I never really expected myself to go for the party. But well, I did.

Whether or not I lived up to God's expectation of me, is another question.

There are many things from last night, that i seriously cannot remember. I remember coming online to have stephanie talk to me. And i had to muster all the freaking soberness in me to type legibly while i was rambling in rubbish with alvin and v on the other window. It was really screwed.

Then when i woke up this morning.. That was the only thing on my mind. Having to fight the wispiness to coherently converse with steph. Why did I do that? I guess I was trying to live up to the failed expectations of what others have of me.

Then I thought again. Whether this made sense. No! It didn't! I didn't have to be their Marie Antoinette! I could just live and let be!

So. yeah. Mr Lin got pissed drunk last night.

Mea culpa?

Anyway. Marie Antoinette was a great movie. If and only if you are a normal guy who instantly falls in love with kirsten dunst in every of her movies.

Damn the frost!

Its getting really cold. So much so i don't want to walk to school anymore. The wind and coldness makes my ears and hands drop off. brrr... so i just take the free shuttle..

I still haven't got a job (damn) and i feel as if i'm spending as though I have a job.. but upon calculation.. hey.. i'm doing pretty well! Other then.. erm.. well.. a few trips. e.g London, and Cheshire oaks. But those are exceptional cases huh. haha

I think I will be going to Huddersfield this weekend, for a short Christian Union thingy getaway, I haven't confirmed my attendance yet, but it seems like something I want to do..

I haven't cooked or prepared a meal since last friday morning, when I had my breakfast.

Yesterday, I had my first school test (not counting OCS and School of Artillery). It was pretty alright.. I think I should be able to get an A or something.

I also cut my hair yesterday. Seebeh expensive lah. 7 pounds for cut no wash. But the lady did a pretty good job. Better then paying 5 pounds for that crazy guy at student union to RIP your hair off with a shaver.

Off to study. Cheerios.