Its ever always amazing. That time of the month that we all go through. Males or females, heavy or no flow. Tampons or no tampons.
So I end up just sitting here, skipping earth resources in the morning, and ending up not doing anything on my to do list, which is actually pretty long.
Can't be arsed sums up my entire mood for the whole day. I simply can't be arsed.
Kat says it doesn't sound me to actually declare: "I can't be fucking arsed." But I just feel like it.
Its like everything is in a slur.. slow mo.. falling out of heaven.. urgh. Hate it. Gotto get out of it.
Friday, February 16, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Can you imagine?
If one day... You just blew up, and your guts flew all over the place, coating the room with a tinge of raw red.
Ka-boom.
Ka-boom.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Have you ever wondered..
Its been a whacky 2 weeks.. Trying to re-adjust back to having to have a life. Its like. I am so lazy I have to rest after blinking my eyes.
Yes. I have an essay plan due next week that I should be really serious about it since it counts to my 1st year final grade, but I quote Kat, I can't give an arse about it.
Working, School, Friends, Going out, Church. How can I ever get my priorities right. I never seem to.
I know that working is important, so that I can have lots of money to do lots of things that only money can do (use your imagination). I know that studying is important, because I freaking travelled so far away to study. Friends are important too, cus I don't wanna be a lonely old git. Going out is important, because its part of life. Church is important, because, because... I'm seriously losing it.
Ok. Anyway. Some great news would include, Straight A's so far for Term 1. YES! Amazing. I didn't even put in THAT much effort. Hopefully Palaoentology comes out alright, and I'll be 1 x happy flegdgling Geologist. Finland looms closer, its my first proper holiday since, since.. I dunno when. Kick my shoes off.. go to Finland, and have a ball! yay.
I realised that I like to test my boundaries. Tether along the borders of right and wrong, black and white.. and jump from one side to the other. Its insanely exciting to know that you can do just that. Its bloody exciting to know that you can just drop everything that you're SUPPOSED to do.. and just don't do it. Its simply amazing.
Its like.. coming for Lab at 10AM just to look at rocks. Sometimes, its just so frustrating trying to GUESS the amount of Quartz, Feldspar and Rock Fragments in a particular rock sample. YOU CAN NEVER GET IT RIGHT. And I just resort to looking at the post-grad demonstrator, and giving the most pitiful look i can conjure with my beaten eyes, and express my regret for not being able to figure this sample out.
It works. Almost all the time.
Its like my flirting theory. LIke how flirting can get you away from almost anything and everything. They might wanna stab you underneath, but they can't. THats because you're being too flirty anyway. I sure can't stab someone flirting with me.
Sometimes, I like to take out the 100 pounds cash stash I have hidden somewhere in my room, and smell the wonderfully crisp smell of a 100 British Sterling Pounds. Makes me high.
Yes. I have an essay plan due next week that I should be really serious about it since it counts to my 1st year final grade, but I quote Kat, I can't give an arse about it.
Working, School, Friends, Going out, Church. How can I ever get my priorities right. I never seem to.
I know that working is important, so that I can have lots of money to do lots of things that only money can do (use your imagination). I know that studying is important, because I freaking travelled so far away to study. Friends are important too, cus I don't wanna be a lonely old git. Going out is important, because its part of life. Church is important, because, because... I'm seriously losing it.
Ok. Anyway. Some great news would include, Straight A's so far for Term 1. YES! Amazing. I didn't even put in THAT much effort. Hopefully Palaoentology comes out alright, and I'll be 1 x happy flegdgling Geologist. Finland looms closer, its my first proper holiday since, since.. I dunno when. Kick my shoes off.. go to Finland, and have a ball! yay.
I realised that I like to test my boundaries. Tether along the borders of right and wrong, black and white.. and jump from one side to the other. Its insanely exciting to know that you can do just that. Its bloody exciting to know that you can just drop everything that you're SUPPOSED to do.. and just don't do it. Its simply amazing.
Its like.. coming for Lab at 10AM just to look at rocks. Sometimes, its just so frustrating trying to GUESS the amount of Quartz, Feldspar and Rock Fragments in a particular rock sample. YOU CAN NEVER GET IT RIGHT. And I just resort to looking at the post-grad demonstrator, and giving the most pitiful look i can conjure with my beaten eyes, and express my regret for not being able to figure this sample out.
It works. Almost all the time.
Its like my flirting theory. LIke how flirting can get you away from almost anything and everything. They might wanna stab you underneath, but they can't. THats because you're being too flirty anyway. I sure can't stab someone flirting with me.
Sometimes, I like to take out the 100 pounds cash stash I have hidden somewhere in my room, and smell the wonderfully crisp smell of a 100 British Sterling Pounds. Makes me high.
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