Because Raymond says I don't blog enough.

And he also said that this is his favourite blog. hah.

I am very lazy to load pictures up.. because its so tiring to lift my finger.. and i have to have long stretch of breaks ever so often due to fatigue from breathing, and eye-blinking.

I just got to talk about this.. because it just crossed my mind. and its funny.

Ever when I was descending or ascending a pit.. in harness.. attached to some rope.. i'd squeak ever so often...... when Mike asked. I'd just say.. "The harness shifted" and he'd guffaw. : ( wasn't very funny when I was dangling there 15m from the ground, 15 m above.

Tuesdays are bloody annoying because its such a waste of time.. i've got a tutorial at 11 to 12, and lectures from 2 to 3. thats it. then i've got to go home to eat, change, wash up, and get to work by 5.. and end work at 9.30. crap isn't it.. its like super disrupted.. can't really get anything done cus when i'm done dawdling with friends.. mooshing around.. its already time to get up and get moving for the next allocated activity.

I hate tuesdays.

I'm looking around for a PSP.. and i noticed that its so much more expensive in UK! its like.. probably around what? 300SGD. in Singapore.. and its around £130 here. : ( Its either I get a new iPod, or a PSP! i say PSP.

Since my mother has an iPod.. iPods aren't cool anymore. TAKE THAT RAYMOND TAN.

We had to fill in this silly medical form for our field trip in Easter.. and I put in my friend, JT's form:

(Existing Known Medical Condition) :

Abit mental. Prone to Insanity.

(Details of Medical Condition/Treatment):

Restrain with strait-jacket, and a good knock on the head helps.

He says he's gonna hand it in like that. And i can imagine Dr Warren's face when she's gonna see it. She's quite used to our rubbish already though.

you can only imagine.

Haven't been to mass in. erm. a while. WEll.. the last mass i went to was Ash Wed.. Couldn't make it for both my usual Friday, and Sunday masses because I was in yorkshire..

While I was in the car.. being driven to the utopic farmhouse, I did think about mass. and stuff. and it occured to me.. that Mass is like.. the celebration of being forgiven, and remembering that Man's death.. for us.. It took me a while to digest that sudden apparition.. but the car ride was long. and the car too noisy for us to chat inside anyway.

I thought about missing mass, like how it probably was the 2nd time i ever did it.. not so much on purpose but.. you know.. like.. circumstances.. I asked myself if I am legitimately missing mass.. i.e no church nearby, or am sick.. whatever.. but i couldn't really find a legitimate reason.

I had no legitimate reason. I was missing mass knowingly. There wasn't a catholic church for miles and miles.. But I knew that, and I chose to go for the trip anyway. And i thought whether that was acceptable or not.. It took some time to convince myself that it was. And i don't know if i'm right.

Clare asked if i was avoiding going to chaplaincy because of the events that had unfolded not exactly in a positive light... I told her i wasn't.. but i could possibly subconsciously well be.

I know for certain that I couldn't care less anymore.. not about mass.. but about chaplaincy.. and I think i'm going to be happy being that way. MSC is so much more worth the tough times and heart ache because you always know that there will be a Human Being appreciating the shit you go through.. though Divine support is always there.

I struggled alot last night.. when i was briefly reading through a friend's blog last night.. i nearly wept at the circumstances he found himself in.. alone.. wet.. and horrendously depressed.. I couldn't really come to terms with understanding why there is such a necessity for people to go through such phases..

Eve was the bitch who caused all these problems init? haha..

Caves are very dark holes.

Its 3 am. I don't know what I'm doing awake.. but I've only got to be in school at 12. so who cares.
:P

I actually just played 4 hours worth of AOE.. and got no where. this is lame. I might go ahead and play oldies like CnC or whatever. Just to burn time.

As some might already know.. I spent the weekend somewhere out there in Yorkshire! Beautiful place.. brilliant scenery.. not so brilliant weather.. but everything else is absolutely amazing.

I was taken caving (for the 1st time).. and it was really good.. I don't have the pictures yet.. but will post them up as soon as i get them (albeit saying this for the longest time).

Horrendously busy these days (except for the mornings spent lying in).. I wish we had 9 days a week, 30 hours a day.. then maybe I can get some of the stuff i need to do done. : P

Computer games are addictive. And I want a PSP now. Heh.

The weekend was also spent being called 'Young and Stupid' by some old folks from the local caving club. It was great! That bloody beats being called pre-cambrian, and pre-ice-age.. and other age disparaging comments when I'm only bloody 2 years older then anyone else. MAX.

Ice-age my ass. ha.

Maybe I should spend more time on my schoolwork. hmm.