A poignant reminder.

Sometimes, there are some stories that just don't have happy endings. Which is why I think Disney is a flawed concept.

Sometimes, I feel as though my problems are the heaviest in the world, but they aren't. Yet, that doesn't mean I don't feel as awful as someone who have relatively heavier problems.

Sometimes, I regret even being. Not like regretting actions. But even regretting ever existing. Its like as if i'm blaming myself for wasting those precious ounces of oxygen.

I don't even know why I say sometimes when its gradually being all the damn fucking time i feel this way.

i'm talking too much am i?

Yes I am. i knew it. this sucks. its all over again. Lets go look find somewhere else to hide.

I actually managed to fall asleep during homily in mass. Bishop Brain was talking about Happiness. and i was.. in my own happy land.

I bought 10 pounds worth of candy, almost 4kg. I am happy. See. who needs other stuff to make you happy. bloody 4kg of candy!! : D