Because you're wearing a pink a shirt, and you're smoking hot.
Hilarious. I had a customer who got attacked by a pasty today, my little adventure for the day. Definitely the highlight.
Everything is doing my head in. hopefully 5mg of Valium will do my some good.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Tethering, only barely surviving.
I've always watched the crazy people on the telly and wonder why are crazy people crazy, and now I know how they feel. Exactly.
To be very honest, this exams have been a real pain in the arse. I was neither motivated, nor arsed to get myself started on anything. Those who do know, know why, and those who don't, should probably remain clueless.
There are no excuses I believe. There are no reasons to extricate my own guilt for not doing as well as I should. I am, first and foremost, a student, and therefore, my loyalties lie with my studies.
Distractions should always be blocked out. Yet, distractions, not in the form of enjoyment or entertainment, seem to bleep out my entire life. I spend my waking hours sullen and worried, unhappy and gloomy. I can't let this go on. I must endeavour to let the sun shine out of my arse once again. Trust me, i'm trying.
For the first time in my life, I actually felt so stressed about school work that I couldn't even make myself watch a full episode of Iain Stewart's Documentary on volcanoes without making myself sick. I love stuff like that. Rocks, and mountains, and all that shit. But watching his documentary only makes me think about uni work, and my exams, and it just makes my curdle with fright at the amount of stress that I face, and all the shit i've to balance everyday. Sometimes I wonder how in the blooming world I cope.
Its amazing how all I've to live with all this, and at the end of the day, it doesn't even matter. Worse, there won't ever be a happy ending. I won't ever be happy, I won't ever be free. Its amazing how futile my attempts are, no matter how much effort I put in.
Its the same old story all over again. Those who were reading this blog a couple of years ago, and today. The same old story plays itself out like a broken record, over and over again. Neverending source of pain, sorrow, and neverending source of suffrage.
When will reprieve ever come.
To be very honest, this exams have been a real pain in the arse. I was neither motivated, nor arsed to get myself started on anything. Those who do know, know why, and those who don't, should probably remain clueless.
There are no excuses I believe. There are no reasons to extricate my own guilt for not doing as well as I should. I am, first and foremost, a student, and therefore, my loyalties lie with my studies.
Distractions should always be blocked out. Yet, distractions, not in the form of enjoyment or entertainment, seem to bleep out my entire life. I spend my waking hours sullen and worried, unhappy and gloomy. I can't let this go on. I must endeavour to let the sun shine out of my arse once again. Trust me, i'm trying.
For the first time in my life, I actually felt so stressed about school work that I couldn't even make myself watch a full episode of Iain Stewart's Documentary on volcanoes without making myself sick. I love stuff like that. Rocks, and mountains, and all that shit. But watching his documentary only makes me think about uni work, and my exams, and it just makes my curdle with fright at the amount of stress that I face, and all the shit i've to balance everyday. Sometimes I wonder how in the blooming world I cope.
Its amazing how all I've to live with all this, and at the end of the day, it doesn't even matter. Worse, there won't ever be a happy ending. I won't ever be happy, I won't ever be free. Its amazing how futile my attempts are, no matter how much effort I put in.
Its the same old story all over again. Those who were reading this blog a couple of years ago, and today. The same old story plays itself out like a broken record, over and over again. Neverending source of pain, sorrow, and neverending source of suffrage.
When will reprieve ever come.
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